i can't sleeep!

So I started thinking over a lot of things just now and I can't believe that there are only 72 days left until I leave. I have taken care of what is given to me, now I have to wait. I still have not received my CAS yet, which is a number I need from my host university in order for me to apply for my student visa. I got an email from the university this morning informing me that it will come soon. I was stressing over banking situations today and yesterday, but I got that all sorted out. My sister tells me that I stress over small things. And Angi, if you are reading this, I think you are right. I think I am getting an emotional reaction to my skin! I still haven't figured out a way to reply to everyone's comments and I will figure that out soon! 


In other news, my ipod is long gone. A lady found it but insisted that I reward her money for it and tried to make me feel guilty because she isn't working. By the tone of her voice over the phone, I had a gut feeling she was lying because she was stuttering. I am disgusted by that woman and am now more aware about people's acts of humanity, good and bad. I am sad though because I had so much music stored in there, but I am thankful I didn't lose something more important like my wallet or phone, or even my dog haha. I am more mad at that woman's actions more than losing my ipod. 

Something very exciting was brought up by my best friend. Ana is planning to go visit her boyfriend (who lives in London) a couple of days before I land in Heathrow. Ana and Keir were thinking of meeting me when I land, and Ana suggested that they take me around London for a bit before I go to Swansea. After she told me that I really couldn't believe she was saying that because I have never thought this would happen!!! It is insane, I've been living in my hometown ever since I was born and the sound of something that is basically cut out from my dreams is coming to a reality. I was going to eventually make a visit to London during my stay, but for me to visit before going to my host university is just...amazing! I hope it works out. As of now it is a maybe. I emailed all of the people who are going to Swansea and one of the girls replied and it turns out that we have the same flight! It is exciting, and I may look into switching my seat to sit next to her. 


I do not have enough long sleeves that are shirts but are sweaters. I want to invest and spend my time knitting scarves until I leave. I have lined up the shoes I want to bring over, and I wish I could bring all three of my big jackets but I should only bring one because I don't want to pack too much. I have three beautiful journals I am going to bring along with me. I want to plan much more about possible trips around the UK and outside but don't know why I feel so strange not to right now. I just wish I had all the paperwork done, but I can't control it and need to be very patient with this program. 


I will end this entry with this video that I have been watching for months. :)